Skip to main content

Posts

The Sound of Sacred Silence

The Sound of Sacred Silence: A Theology for Noisy Times Scripture: “Be still, and know that I am God.” (Psalm 46:10) By Harold Mawela Akasia, Pretoria Part One: The Architecture of Absence Let me tell you about a Tuesday that nearly broke me. It was last year, in this very city of Pretoria. The rains had failed again—dimbaza, we call it in the old tongue—and the dust from the informal settlements across the Apies River blew into my chest like the ashes of forgotten promises. I sat on my stoep in Akasia, the sky the colour of a rusted roof, and I listened. Nothing. Not the comforting hum of loadshedding that silence I know too well. Not the distant toyi-toyi from a protest in the CBD. Not even the rogue taxi hooting its three-note hymn to impatience. Just silence. The kind of quiet that presses against your eardrums like a thumb on a bruise. I had been praying. For weeks. Maybe months. For my nephew, Thabo, who had graduated with honours from TUT but could not find work because the econ...
Recent posts

The Scaffold of Spirit-Led Success

The Scaffold of Spirit-Led Success By Harold Mawela Akasia, Pretoria A Personal Confession: The Hole in My Roof Let me tell you about the morning the heavens fell into my living room. It was a wet January in Akasia, the kind where the Jacaranda leaves turn to slippery pulp on the pavement and the potholes along Daan De Wet Nel Drive become baptismal pools for reckless taxi drivers. I had just finished painting my ceiling—a labor of love, I told myself. Three coats of white gloss. I was building a sanctuary. But I had not counted the cost. I had not calculated the weight of the water tank in the loft. I had not factored in the rust eating through the support beams. I had not sat down, as the Scripture commands, to determine whether I had sufficient to finish. And so, at 2 AM, with a sound like a gunshot and a groan like Goliath falling, the ceiling collapsed. Water, insulation, and seven years of my wife's stored memories rained down on my new couch My neighbour, Bra Vusi, knocked o...

The Principle Before the Possession

THE PRINCIPLE BEFORE THE POSSESSION Scripture: “The hand of the diligent shall bear rule: but the slothful shall be under tribute.” (Proverbs 12:24) Beloved in Akasia, in Pretoria, and across this bruised and beautiful land of South Africa— Let me tell you a story. A story from my own life, from the dust and determination of this township we call home. Years ago, when I was still finding my feet in ministry, I met a young man in Soshanguve. Brilliant mind. Golden tongue. He could quote Scripture like a Pharisee and pray like a prophet. But every time I visited him, he was sitting on the same broken chair, under the same leaking roof, waiting for the same “break” that never came. He had a vision to start a media ministry—podcasts, YouTube, the whole package. But when I asked him, “What have you done today toward that vision?” he looked at me and said, “I’m waiting on the Lord, bra.” I smiled. Then I opened my Bible to Proverbs 12:24. Possession Is Not the Presence of a Product—It Is the...

The Crucible of Your Calling

The Crucible of Your Calling Scripture: “But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I shall come forth as gold.” (Job 23:10) A Prelude from Akasia I am writing to you from my veranda in Akasia, Pretoria. The winter chill is beginning to whisper across the Highveld, and as I sit here with my coffee now lukewarm, because I have been staring at the horizon for too long I hear the familiar hum of a taxi struggling up the hill. It coughs, sputters, and for a moment, I think it has died. But the driver does not give up. He revs again. The engine screams. And slowly, painfully, the vehicle conquers the incline. I smiled. Because that taxi is a sermon. My brother, my sister, you feel like that taxi, don’t you? You feel the weight of the passengers—responsibilities, debts, disappointments pressing down on your chassis. You hear the engine knocking. The world looks at you and says, “You are breaking down.” But God looks at you and says, “You are breaking through.” The Geography of ...

The Debt of the Diligent

MY NEIGHBOUR’S HANDS & MY OWN I am writing to you from my stoep in Akasia, where the Jacarandas are not blooming—the water crisis has seen to that. The other morning, I watched my neighbour, a young man named Thabo, a graduate in logistics, walk to the taxi rank at 5 a.m. He holds a degree that cost his widowed mother her retirement. He will sit at a call centre for R3,800 a month―because for three years he has applied to hundreds of jobs, and this is the one that answered. And I have asked myself: Is Thabo diligent? By every measure of human effort, yes. Then I hear our President address the nation. Finance Minister Godongwana announces a budget of R292.8 billion for social grants, reaching more than 26 million beneficiaries. And I nod with gratitude, for the vulnerable must eat. But then I open the Mail & Guardian. On Workers’ Day 2026, the headline cuts deeper than a panga: “Workers’ Day is hollow when millions lack jobs”. The official unemployment rate stands at 31.4 per ce...

The Rudder of Your Response

The Rudder of Your Response By Harold Mawela A Memorable Morning on the R21 I recall a bitter morning in May 2023. I was driving along the R21 from Pretoria toward the OR Tambo Airport, the dawn still fighting its way through the smog of industrial Ekurhuleni. My car—a second-hand 2016 Toyota Corolla I had named "Grace"—began to stutter and choke. The service engine light flashed like an accusation. There I was, stranded on the shoulder between the Boschkop and R25 off-ramps, watching taxis laden with commuters honk past without mercy. My smartphone battery was at 7 percent. My meeting with a publisher in Sandton was slipping away. I sat there feeling the full weight of South African frustration: the Eskom load-shedding hanging over my head like a sword, the fuel price at R25 per litre making a tow truck feel like a luxury cruise, the crime statistics that made me glance nervously into my rearview mirror. "God," I muttered, "why do You allow these inconvenience...

The Remote You Refuse to Release

The Remote You Refuse to Release A Devotional by Harold Mawela Scripture: "Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." (Matthew 6:34) My neighbour in Akasia, Mr. Dlamini, has three television remotes on his coffee table. But he only needs one. The other two control decoders he cancelled months ago. When I asked him why he keeps them, he laughed and said, "Sho, Harald, what if I need them again? What if the new service fails?" What if. What if. What if. Two dead remotes. Useless. But he refuses to release them. I walked back to my gate that afternoon, and the Holy Spirit hit me like a taxi on the R80 freeway—not to harm me, but to wake me up. Harold, you do the same thing every morning. You hold remotes to days that no longer exist and days that have not yet breathed. You press buttons on tomorrow's problems and wonder why today feels stuck. The Anatomy of a Ghost War Let me define my terms with the ...