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**Your Pain Prepares Purpose**


 **Title: When the Lights Go Out: How Darkness Prepares Your Divine Platform**  

*(A First-Person Journey Through Loadshedding and Spiritual Warfare in Akasia)*  

Last Tuesday, Eskom plunged Akasia into darkness again. My laptop battery died mid-sentence. The fridge hummed into silence. Outside, the chorus of generators and frustrated shouts rose like a discordant hymn. I stumbled for a candle, muttering, *“Not tonight—I have deadlines!”* But as I sat there, flame flickering, the Holy Spirit whispered: *“You’re not just waiting for electricity. You’re rehearsing for revelation.”*  

**Trials Are Tutors—Even in Tshwane**  

Let me explain. South Africa knows darkness. We’ve mastered the art of surviving blackouts—literal and metaphorical. Loadshedding isn’t just about Eskom’s failures; it’s a prophetic classroom. Think about it: when the grid collapses, you’re forced to innovate. Candles replace bulbs. Gas stoves resurrect. Solar panels glint like armor on rooftops. What if your *spiritual* loadshedding—betrayals, unemployment, grief—is God’s way of rewiring you for greater voltage?  

David wrote Psalm 57 in a cave, hiding from Saul. No Wi-Fi, no comfort. Just damp walls and desperation. Yet there, he composed lyrics we still sing: *“Awake, my soul! Awake, harp and lyre! I will awaken the dawn”* (Psalm 57:8). Caves become studios. Darkness births anthems.  

**Scars Sanctify Stories: The Theology of “Impossible”**  

Last month, a young man in Soshanguve turned his spaza shop into a community hub during 12-hour blackouts. No power? No problem. He strung up paraffin lamps, hosted Bible studies, and fed neighbors with a gas-powered potjie pot. His crisis became a crossroads. Now, local pastors call him *“the Lightboy.”*  

Your pain is a parable waiting to be preached. The enemy wants you bitter over the blackout; God wants you building a bonfire. When my cousin Thabo lost his job at a Pretoria factory, he spent nights praying in his Ford Figo. Today, he runs a carwash empire employing 15 others. *“Unemployment was my Joseph pit,”* he laughs. *“Now I’m the CEO of rinse cycles.”*  

**Spiritual Eskom: Why Your Breakthrough Demands Loadshedding**  

Modern South Africa mirrors ancient spiritual battles. We’re election-obsessed, yet Proverbs 29:2 warns, *“When the righteous thrive, the people rejoice.”* Scandals dominate headlines—politicians swapping accountability like FIFA cards. But hear me: corruption cannot outpower consecration.  

I’ve learned this through my own “Akasia altar.” Three years ago, anxiety attacks pinned me to my bathroom floor. I’d gasp, *“God, I’m useless!”* Yet in that weakness, He taught me warfare. Each panic attack became a prayer session. Now I mentor teens in mental health battles. My breakdown birthed a bridge.  

**The Dawn Doctrine: How to Hack Heaven’s Timing**  

Joy comes in the morning—but first, you must endure the night shift. Ancient watchmen guarded cities from 3 a.m. to 6 a.m., the “belly of the night.” They knew danger prowled, but also that dawn was inevitable.  

Are you guarding your promise in the dark? I’ll confess: I hated waking up for 4 a.m. prayers… until I noticed a pattern. My clearest visions came during those groggy hours. One morning, half-awake, I felt led to donate my spare TV to a shelter. Turns out, a pastor there needed it to stream sermons. Coincidence? No. Divine algorithms.  

**Practical Prophecy: Becoming a Loadshedding Lightbearer**  

1. **Audit Your Darkness**: What keeps you awake? Debts? Loneliness? Map it. Moses’ staff only split the Red Sea after he acknowledged the dead-end.  

2. **Repurpose the Pain**: That friend who ghosted you? Pray for her daily. Turn rejection into intercession.  

3. **Plug Into Alternate Power Sources**: Join a small group. Fast TikTok for a week. Replace complaint with worship.  

**Closing Charge: Your Pain is a Platform**  

Fellow South African, our nation groans. Crime stats chill. Unemployment chokes. Yet, I prophesy: the same resilience that gets us through Stage 6 loadshedding will ignite revival. Your scars are not souvenirs—they’re launchpads.  

So tonight, when the lights die again, light a candle. Pray. Then text that friend who’s struggling. Your darkest hour is God’s brightest studio.  

**Prayer**:  

Father, in the name of Jesus, I thank You for Akasia’s power cuts. For every silent night, every delayed dream—use it to amplify Your glory. Make me a lightboy in Pretoria’s shadows. Turn my loadshedding into a lighthouse. Amen.  

**Harold Mawela** is a Pretoria-based writer and mentor who finds God in traffic jams and WhatsApp devotionals. His rooftop solar panels charge his laptop, but his hope is wired to eternity.

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