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The Delusion of Self-Sufficient Schemes


The Sovereignty Switch: Trading Your Frail Blueprint for God’s Unshakeable Design

My friends, greet you in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. I am Harold Mawela, speaking to you from Akasia, in the north of Pretoria. I want to talk to you today about a dangerous and pervasive delusion—the delusion of self-sufficient schemes.

I saw it again just this week. A headline in the business section celebrated another “self-made” mogul, a man who “pulled himself up by his bootstraps” to build an empire. The language was all about his strategy, his cleverness, his plan. And something in my spirit grieved. Not because of his success, but because of the foundation. He was building on a foundation of mist, applauding the architecture of a house destined to collapse when the true winds blow.

This is not just a business problem. It is the core spiritual sickness of our age, from the boardrooms of Sandton to the informal trader in Soweto, from the anxious student to the overburdened parent. We have swallowed the lie that we are the architects of our own destiny, the masters of our own fate. We trust in our own cleverness, but this is building on a foundation of mist. Your human strategy is a fragile spiderweb against the winds of God’s sovereignty.

The Anatomy of an Illusion: How We Build on Mist

Let us define our terms clearly, for confusion is the devil’s playground.

· Self-Sufficient Scheme: A plan, dream, or life-goal conceived and pursued primarily by human intellect and strength, with God as an optional consultant or emergency backup. Your “Plan B” when you fear God’s “Plan A” might be too costly or obscure.

· God’s Sovereignty: The biblical truth that the Lord Almighty, the Creator of Heaven and Earth, ordains, governs, and directs all things—from the orbit of planets to the details of your life—toward His perfect, holy, and redemptive purposes. His “Plan A” is eternal, unstoppable, and engineered for your ultimate victory.

The argument can be formulated with logical precision:

1. Premise 1: Any foundation not laid by God is inherently unstable (Isaiah 28:16; Matthew 7:24-27).

2. Premise 2: Self-sufficient schemes, by definition, originate from human wisdom and not divine revelation.

3. Conclusion: Therefore, every self-sufficient scheme is built on an unstable foundation and will ultimately fail to provide true security, peace, or lasting success.

A common objection is: “But I know many people who are successful and don’t acknowledge God! Their plans seem to work.” This fails because it conflates temporary, worldly prosperity with eternal, soul-satisfying victory. The mouse who outsmarts the trap once begins to believe he is wiser than the farmer. He may enjoy the cheese for a season, but he remains in the kitchen, and the farmer’s will is final. Worldly success without God is a beautifully wrapped empty box—a mirage of pleasure that eventually leaves you thirstier than before.

A Pretoria Parable: The Architect and the Earth

Picture a world where a young, brilliant architect is given a prime plot of land in the heart of our beautiful Pretoria. He is given the soil report by the Geoscience Council, which clearly states: “This land is prone to seismic shifting. You must use the foundational blueprint we provide.” But the architect is proud. He finds the official blueprint boring, restrictive. He has a vision for something more modern, more him. He drafts his own plans, builds his towering masterpiece, and throws a grand housewarming.

For a time, all is well. But then, the tremors come. Not a catastrophic earthquake, just the constant, subtle shifts of the earth beneath Pretoria. Cracks appear in his beautiful walls. The doors no longer close flush. The structure groans. His scheme, for all its cleverness, could not account for the true nature of the ground. He built on mist, and the wind of reality is revealing it.

Is this not our story? God, the Master Geoscientist of your soul, has given you His Word—a soil report for life. It tells us the truth about our shifting hearts, the tectonic plates of sin, and the only bedrock foundation: Jesus Christ. Yet, how often do we dismiss His design as outdated? We want the modern blueprint of personal branding, the trendy materials of cultural approval, the aesthetic of self-actualization. We build our towers of career, relationship, and reputation our way.

The African Mind and the Generous Ontology

Here, we must sound the alarm against a specific cultural compromise. In our beautiful, diverse South Africa, we are grappling with profound questions of identity. Post-foundational thinkers like Wentzel van Huyssteen argue for a “generous ontology”—an identity formed not in isolation, but in the rich, intersubjective tapestry of community, history, and relationship. This resonates deeply with the African proverb, “Umuntu ngumuntu ngabantu” (I am because we are).

Yet, the modern world sells us a counterfeit identity: the “self-made” individual. This is a Western, hyper-individualistic import that is soul-poverty in disguise. It tells you to dig your own foundation, be your own god, and find your truth within. This is the ultimate syncretism—mixing the God-given, community-shaped African soul with the demonic spirit of radical autonomy.

True identity, a truly generous ontology, is found only in surrendering your tiny, self-made story to the grand, eternal narrative God is writing. You discover who you are only when you discover whose you are. Your blueprint must be surrendered at the throne.

The Switch: From Scheme to Surrender

So how do we make the sovereignty switch? It begins with a brutal, beautiful honesty. It looks like the prayer of Jesus in Gethsemane: “Not my will, but yours be done” (Luke 22:42).

1. The Audit of Ambition: Take every dream, every five-year plan, every anxious “what if” scenario. Hold it up to the light of Scripture and ask: “Did this originate in prayerful dependence, or in fearful striving? Is this my plan to avoid failure, or God’s promise to be walked in faith?”

2. The Discipline of Divine Dispatch: Every morning, before you check your phone, before you review your schedule, report for duty. Literally pray: “Lord Jesus, I am your servant. What is your agenda for me today? Who do you want me to love? What work do you want me to do with excellence as an offering to you?” Turn your daily grind into divine glory.

3. The Community of Counsel: You cannot see your own blind spots. The lone wolf is always the first to fall. You must build a “fortress of favor” with the bricks of godly counsel. Surround yourself with spiritual fathers and mothers, with honest friends who will ask you the hard question: “Is this you building, or is this God building through you?”

Your Legacy and the Unshakeable Kingdom

The legacy of your life will not be the schemes you concocted, but the obedience you offered. It will be the moments you chose His mysterious design over your clear blueprint. It will be the generations that are blessed because you planted the seeds of faith, not the seeds of self-reliance.

This is the costly discipleship call. In a South Africa desperate for solutions—to load-shedding, to corruption, to inequality—the church must not offer another human scheme. We must point to the only unshakeable Kingdom. We must be a people who lean not on our own understanding, for we know our minds are finite tools in the hands of the Infinite.

Therefore, brother, sister, reason itself, illuminated by Scripture and confirmed in our deepest longings for true peace and purpose, compels us to acknowledge this: Surrender is not defeat; it is the only path to true victory. Lay down your clever blueprint. Let the Master Architect show you the plans He drafted for you before the foundation of the world. His design, though sometimes mysterious, is engineered for your ultimate victory.

Stop building on mist. Start building on the Rock.

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