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**Heading:** The Tortoise and the Promised Land


The dusty, dry air hangs heavy outside my Akasia window, a fitting backdrop to the sometimes-arid landscape of my soul. You see, I've been wrestling with this idea of being perpetually halfway to the Promised Land. Hebrews 6:12 hits hard, that "faith and patience inherit the promises" bit. It’s easy to preach it from my pulpit in Pretoria, but living it? That's a different story.

I remember, a few years back, I felt like I was scaling Table Mountain barefoot, just like that passage says. I'd poured my heart and soul into a ministry project, a vision God had whispered to me, clear as a spring day in the Waterberg. I pushed, I hustled, I practically ran myself ragged. But the results? Sparse, like the veld after a drought. Doubt, that sneaky jackal, started nipping at my heels, whispering insidious lies about my worthiness, my calling, my God.

And then, I remembered the tortoise. Not the flashy, Instagram-worthy hare, but the slow, steady, persistent tortoise. He might not have been the fastest, but he won the race. My sprint had left me breathless and empty; perhaps patience was the better steed.

See, our faith isn’t a race to the finish line, a relentless pursuit of earthly success measured by likes and followers. It's a pilgrimage, a long, sometimes arduous trek across the spiritual Kalahari. It’s about trusting the whisper in the heart, the still, small voice that echoes the roar of God's faithfulness, even when the sun beats down mercilessly and the water skin feels alarmingly light.

My project, you see, didn't crumble because God was unfaithful. It evolved. God used the "failure" – or what I perceived as failure at the time – to redirect me, to refine my vision, to show me a broader, more impactful path. It was a wilderness experience, a time of sifting and refining, of stripping away the self-reliance and embracing the absolute dependence on Him.

This isn't a passive faith, though. It's active, it’s engaging. Think of Abraham, that OG believer – he didn't just sit back and wait for the promised son to arrive via stork delivery. He journeyed, he obeyed, he trusted, even when the journey seemed absurd. His faith wasn't a passive belief; it was a courageous leap into the unknown, a daily choice to trust the promise despite the glaring lack of evidence.

We, in our modern, instant-gratification culture, often struggle with this. We want the promised land NOW, not after years of plodding through the wilderness. We forget that the journey itself is sacred, that the process of waiting, of trusting, of persevering is where the real transformation happens. It’s in those seemingly barren landscapes that we learn to rely on God's grace, to discern His voice amidst the noise, to find strength in our vulnerability.

So, as the dry wind whips through Akasia, I'm reminded that my journey, like yours, is not a sprint, but a pilgrimage. It’s about the steady plodding, the quiet trust, the unwavering faith that allows God’s grace to shape us, even in the desert. The promised land is real; it’s just not always delivered on our timetable. The real question is: are we willing to embrace the journey, to trust the Tortoise, and discover the beauty of the pilgrimage itself?


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