(A soft, rhythmic knocking echoes from the kitchen window—the familiar, frantic tap-tap-tapping of a night moth, drawn by the light within, beating itself against the glass in a desperate dance.)
My friends, I write to you from the shadows. Not the deep, menacing shadows of the mountains, but the thin, persistent shade of obscurity. Here, in my Akasia home, with the hum of a struggling generator in the background—a soundtrack to our Eskom-induced frustrations—I feel a kinship with that moth. Not in its desperation, but in its seeming invisibility. Its entire world is that puddle of light on the windowpane, while inside, the main lights blaze, unseen by it.
Is this not the quiet ache of our modern toil? You have poured yourself out. You stayed late at the office while the boss took the client to a celebratory lunch. You washed the dishes for the tenth time today, your hymn of service drowned out by the noise of a world that celebrates only the spectacular. You planted the seed in the hard, dry soil of a ministry that may not bear fruit for seasons to come. And now, scrolling through social media—a curated gallery of other people’s applause—you feel the cold drip of envy. The feeling is a tsotsi in the alley of your soul, whispering, “See? Your labour is nothing. You are unseen.”
This is a lie, a subtle syncretism that has smuggled the world’s economy of fame into the economy of the Kingdom. We have begun to believe that the value of our work is determined by its visibility, its viral potential, its earthly ROI. We crave the spotlight, forgetting that the most sacred dramas are often played out on the smallest, darkest stages.
Let us define our terms clearly. What is faithfulness? It is consistency in the assignment, irrespective of the audience. It is the quiet determination to do the right thing, for the right reason, even when the only one watching is the One who sees all.
The Scripture declares unequivocally in Colossians 3:23-24: “Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.”
Do you see the glorious, subversive logic? Your true payslip is not signed by your manager; it is signed by the Master. Your true promotion does not come from a boardroom; it comes from the Throne Room.
A Common Objection and a Logical Response
A common objection arises, one I’ve wrestled with in the quiet of my own study: "But if God sees, why does it feel so lonely? Why does the injustice of the overlooked labour persist? A silent God can feel like an absent God."
Let us formulate the argument thus:
1. Premise One: We serve a God whose fundamental nature is Love and Justice (1 John 4:8, Deuteronomy 32:4).
2. Premise Two: This God has explicitly promised to reward faithfulness, both in this life and the next (Matthew 5:11-12, Hebrews 11:6).
3. Premise Three: Our perception is limited by time, space, and our fallen perspective (Isaiah 55:8-9). We see the single, overlooked act; God sees the entire tapestry of redemption being woven through it.
The objection, therefore, fails because it confuses the delay of justice with its denial. It mistakes the backstage preparation for the final, grand performance. The fact that a play has intermissions does not mean the story is over. God is not a negligent Director; He is a master playwright, and He is meticulously ensuring every prop, every line, every actor is in place for the final, breathtaking curtain call.
The Sanctity of the Secret Place
Imagine, if you will, a mighty Marula tree. Everyone admires its sprawling branches and abundant fruit. But its true, tenacious labour is hidden—in the deep, secret, downward push of its roots into the African soil. No one sees the roots. No one applauds them. Yet, without that hidden, faithful grasping in the darkness, there would be no glory in the light.
You, in your quiet obedience, are those roots. Your hidden prayer, your unseen act of integrity, your patient endurance—this is the root-work of the Kingdom. It is profound holiness. It is work done for an audience of One.
I think of my friend, Mlungisi, a teacher in a township school where resources are scant and hope can be scarcer. For thirty years, he has drilled grammar into distracted minds, wiped tears, and bought uniforms for children whose parents are lost to the scourge of nyaope. There are no articles written about him. No awards on his wall. But I tell you, the halls of heaven echo with the names of the doctors, engineers, and godly mothers he nurtured in that hidden place. His reward is the "well done" that awaits him, a treasure no earthly spotlight can ever match.
So, fight the envy. It is a spiritual battle. You are not fighting for a spotlight; you are fighting to keep your heart pure in the shadows. You are a soldier in the army of the Unseen King, and your uniform is the humble resolve to serve where you are planted.
Therefore, reason itself, illuminated by Scripture and confirmed in the testimonies of the faithful who have gone before us, compels us to acknowledge a glorious truth: The most powerful, world-altering work is often done in secret, under the Divine Gaze.
Let the world chase the flickering fluorescence of fame. You and I, we must be content in the unwavering, warm light of His pleasure. That is where true joy is found. That is where souls are shaped for eternity.
So, the next time you feel overlooked, remember the moth outside, and remember the Light inside. Your labour is not invisible. It is inscribed in the ledger of heaven, and on that great and glorious day, the quiet fanfare of the Father’s “well done” will drown out every earthly applause you ever craved.

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